
Do not know if I should divorce or not because I think my husband and can not be happy if you keep living like this forever.
I am 32 years old, do office workers in one company specialized in human resource management. First, I have insisted, I had betrayed her husband, I was a bad woman. I had nearly lost my family because of the momentary passion. And pain from that event still persisted until now.
I married at 24 years of age, he more than I was 7 years old. At age 25, my first son was born, he decided to go to Japan for professional training in 3 years. Absent husband, my child alone, and take so many struggles. Between that time, Ming - my manager at the time, always seeking to close, flirting with me makes me despair. After half a year looking for ways to shirk my feelings, I finally have to nod, although his fist inside the sprawling how thoughts.
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At first, I just think that my feelings for Ming is temporary, transient, but more love, as close to him as I was ignorant to not get out of. Knowing her husband was away, think later 2 years old son did not know anything, so I frequently leads Ming home overnight. "The needle in upholstery also protrude day", my husband, knowing what had rushed back from Japan.
Unexpectedly, between that time, Ming suddenly looked away and married a girl he used only a few months. I can not do nothing but kneel please forgive her husband. With all the altruism of a man, my husband decided to forgive me and join me heal all.
2 years, I have ceased working in the old company, wholeheartedly take care of her husband and children. After waves, married life seems calm, but I confess, I still feel the feelings of both 2-hour stop at the responsibility together, with children and no longer as before. Because inferiority old story so I laughed at her husband. I just try to do all the responsibilities of a wife, cook, clean the house, take care of children.
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Last weekend, my husband brought his son to the supermarket to shop closer to home. No doubt, who counted not by heaven calculation, we met Ming and his wife go to the supermarket. See Ming, my son exclaimed: "Ah, Uncle Ming, these days not to the child why pay more?"
Son as saying reignited simmering grief still burning inside my husband. My husband saw the sharp turns, the eyes close on the rays of the blood, he did not hesitate to slap me a heaven. "You blackguard woman," he told me before leading me forward.
That night, my husband later, when he got home, he reeked of alcohol people. Despite I swear that I and Ming nothing more, he is still my bag between the beatings, cursing even currency.
I know I was wrong, I made him too humiliating and painful. I know that this pain in my heart even 10 years, 15 years from now remains indelible. I really feel miserable and deadlock too. I do not know whether to divorce or not because I think my husband and can not be happy if you keep living like this forever.
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